sooo proud of myself!!

hohoho! sesungguh nye mmg ak bangga dgn dri sendiri
owh~idok le hamba nk riak or takbur
tp just want to share a bit of improvement that i made
nk tau apekah improvement itu?
sgguh mahu tau?
hehe..improvement itu ialahhhhh
aku dah mkn sayur sikit2!
erk! knp perlu ade sikit2?? hahaha
eyy! sblum ni ak x mkn sayur okehhh
and then ak latih diri ak ni utk mkn sayur
so, 'mkn sayur sikit2' tu adelah sesuatu pencapaian yg memberangsangkn okehh
sblum ni ak bukn nye x mkn sayur lgsung
ak mkn sayur tp sayur dlm piza, burger and popiah jek
klu sayur dlm nasi or mee goreng tu mmg ak x blh trima langsung
so, skrg ni ade 2 jenis sayur yg ak mkn dgn nasik iaitu salad and tomato
tapiiiii still ade syarat lagik!
ak kena mkn salad yg nipis and tomato yg dah layu jek
maksud nye tomato yg dah msak la
coz ak still x blh trima lg rase sayur tu so, klu salad nipis tu kurg la skit rase chlorophyl dia
hehehe...sekian cerita usaha aku utk makan sayur

p/s: exam hr esok!!

Assalamualaikum :)

I.N.D.E.P.E.N.D.E.N.T

aku ade sorg kwn
dia chinese and dia cantik!
kitorg pggil dia kembar sammi cheng
tp dia mmg part time model pon
nama dia Mary

Mary ni seorg yg sgt rajin and organize
ak blaja organize keja2 ak drpd dia la..hehe
dan dia ni sgt2 la independent
mn x nye, dia dtg blaja kat UK ni guna duit poket sndri woo~
so, Mary ni pon ade bt keja part time jgk
dia keja kat kdai baju 
kdai baju tu keja ikut shift
kdg2 dia kna keja kul 3 pagi mcm tu
so, dr situ korg da dpt tgk kan betapa rajin nye Mary nih
pastu ak igt lg mase first year dlu ak pernah la tanye dia

Me: where are you going for this coming winter break?
Mary: I'm not going anywhere..dun have enough money la..I'll do my part time job instead
Me: oohhh *kagum and malu dgn dri sendri*

pastu klu Malaysian society ade bt jual2 mst dia join
dia jual2 mcm2 utk gain money
kdg2 dia dtg kelas dgn muka sembab and letih
bila ak tanye knp nmpk letih sgt ni?
then as expected, dia keja smpai pagi rupe nye
pastu Mary ni dia da ade experience dlm bab2 spectacles nih
so, tiap kali lab mmg dia byk ajar ak psal spectacles..huhu

and then jumaat lpas ak pg studi kat bilik kwn chinese ak yg lain
pastu kitorg ade borak2 la psal famili yg nk dtg mase grad
pastu kwn ak ckp la yg family Mary 20 org yg akn dtg mase grad nnt!
sblum tu mmg ak tau yg Mary ni ade rmai ade beradik..11 org x silap ak
pastu kwn ak tu pon cite la psal Mary
dia ckp la famili Mary ni mmg kaya gila
mn x nye famili dia la tokey kpd Red Box!
alaa x kn la korg x kenal red box kot?
ak rase student2 uni kat msia mst prnh pg sane at least skali
ye dop? hehe
and famili dia jgk ade kdai spex kat Pavillion

pastu ak tanye la kwn ak tu knp Mary beria-ria sgt keja part time bagai klu famili dah kaya?
and then my friend said:

"haiyaa~dia mahu independent maaa~mahu berdiri sendiri without using parent's money"

dush! dush! bru ak tau selama ni mary ni bersusah paayah bukn sbb dia xde duit langsung
its more to prinsip yg dia pegang..to be an independent person!
ok Syahida! sila jgn malas!

p/s: oral exam lg 2 mggu~

Assalamualaikum :)

The most awaited moment..

Alhamdulillah~pd 24/03/13 yg lpas adelah moment yg pling best skali dlm hidup aku!
pd hr tu lah ak menyaksikan dissertation ak siap sepenuh nye
mmg x dpt nk describe mcmn perasaan ak bile tgk dissertation ak berjaya di'bind'
terharu! serius ak terharu! dlm hati mmg syukur sgt2 kpd Allah!
segala pahit penat lelah ak ngadap bnda alah selama ni trbayar jgk
tgk hasil ak yg dah siap ni pon ak rase syukur sgt
ya Allah moga hasilku ini dipulangkan dgn markah yg bagus~amiiinnn

dear my lovely dissertation,

please come back to mummy with a good mark ya!

oh~ak bind dissertation ni hr ahad and mlm sblum tu ak dah pulun siap2 dah

mn x nye, hr sabtu tu ak rase mcm puase jek

mmg keja ak hr sabtu tu ngadap dissertation jek

x sempat nk mkn, x sempat nk minum!

smpi wuduk pon ak jaga so that bila masuk waktu ak blh trus solat and back to my dissertation again

fuuuhhh~serius ak x pernah bt mcm ni lg sepanjang hdup ak

hr sabtu lpas mmg ak pushed myself to the max!

and ak tdo kul 3pg and then kul 5pg bgun solat subuh

pastu tdo blik then bgun kul 9pg and siap2 utk pg bind dissertation

sblum pg bind tu pon ak x sarapan 

just minum air seteguk jek

bila dah siap bind bru la ak puas ht and mkn byk2! hahaha

Alhamdulillah ak dah hntr dissertation tu pagi td kat main office :)

bg aku ni sume berkat doa mak abah mase di tanah suci Mekah (^_^)

p/s: sungguh! ak jeles tgk org2 yg trpilih utk jd tetamu Allah..Ya Allah berilah aku peluang utk ke tanah suci Mekah sblum Engkau mengambil nyawaku~aku brmohon yg teramat sgt..mohon yg tramat sgt..

Assalamualaikum :)

Turquoise everywhere!

dr kecik smpai la da besar gemok ni (bukn besar panjang ye~heheh)
kaler favorite ak adelah biru

yeah~i know minat kaler biru ni sgt la typical 

yela sume org suke biru kan~

tp sejak duk kat UK ni ak jd obses dgn kaler turquoise plk

serius ak dah x pndg dah kaler biru~haha!

skrg ni ak minat kaler truquoise, maroon dgn dark brown

maka disebabkn obses dgn kaler truquoise ni

ak jd x blh tgk sume brg2 wane turquoise

mst trcabar nafsu shopping aku nih (=_=)"

my peveret shoes yg byk berbakti kpd tuan nye nih :)
the most comfort shoes so far..
rase nye ak kena borong kasut brand ni sblum blik for good nnt~huhuhu

my turquoise sling bag yg aku rembat mase boxing day~
beli satu percuma satu beb! sp xnk kan~hehe

another stuff that i grabbed during boxing day!
reduced by half price beb! sape xnk kan~haha

ini jam ha, kat UK berganda lg murah dr msia

murah separuh harga dr msia kot

and of course ak beli jam ni sbb warna turquoise! ngeeee~

tp obses ak pd turquoise x trhenti di situ shj ye~

sile tgk bnda nonsense ape yg ak dah bt ni

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tahukah anda bnda ape ni?

ya betul! ini ialah contact lens berwarna turquoise!

kahkahkah! syahida sahri mmg gilak!

wohooo~ak xde la gedik sgt nk pkai contact lens berwarna kat dpan sume org

tabarruj beb! tabarruj itu bahaya bg kaum wanita!

yeah~i know that

that's why ak hanye pkai contact lens ni kat dlm rumh je..hehe

actually, this is part of my practice

yela ak ni kan xde power sgt kat mata

and at the same time ak nk latih dri ak utk pkai contact lens

ak pandai pkai kan contact lens kat org lain tp ak x pndai pkai kat dri sndri

what a shame btul la kan~huhu

so, ak pon  trpaksa la tempah cosmetic contact lens since ak ni x rabun pon kan

ohh~ak dpt contact lens ni percuma from optom school tau

kitorg punye school mmg akan provide free contact lens for the first time wearer

ak dpt free contact lens about 6 to 10 pairs (^_^)

ok, setakat ni sj bebelan turquoise ak ;b

p/s: disseration 90% done!

Assalamualaikum :)

Terima kasih kawan

sometimes we dont have to tell our story to other people
because Allah is always there for you
sometimes you dont have to comfort your friends with beautiful words
just lend your shoulder to cry on..enough said...
thank you my dear friend
I'm feeling much better now (^_^)
even though I'm not telling you the whole story but your shoulder is more than enough for me
may Allah bless you sister

p/s: perempuan mmg complicated..kdg2 diri sndri pon x blh nk phm dri sendiri~hewhewhew

Assalamualaikum :)

Mainstream media

this is the reality today
realiti yg wujud di mana2 negara pon
fitnah akhir zaman mmg dasyat dan media adalah salah satu yg memainkan peranan besar
tp Allah itu Maha Adil kan? Allah kurniakan kt internet utk mencari kebenaran
maka, amat rugilah sape2 yg hanye mendapat maklumat drpd mainstream media shj
for sure anda tidak akn nmpk kebenaran
for sure there is a high risk yg anda akn memihak kpd oppressor!
isu Lahad Datu ni isu besar
isu yg agak complicated
dan dlm isu ni jgk kt blh lihat pertembungn 2 mainstream media iaitu media Malaysia dan jgk media Pilipino
tp yg aku sedih nye knp media kt beria-ria sgt mengambil berita drpd media pilipino tuh?
mreka itu status nya penceroboh bukn?
then why media kt msih percaya lg kpd media mreka?
oh why and why? 
come on la media Malaysia! ko blh nk spin isu2 politik in Malaysia but just please dont spin isu Lahad Datu
krisis ni melibatkan nyawa ok!

ak ckup risau bile tgk org yg hanye bc newspaper without bt research di internet
kadang2 bile blik kampung kat Temerloh tu
klu tahap kesabaran aku msih tinggi, ak rajin la jgk belek2 newspaper yg abah ak beli
pastu bile ak nmpk ade brita yg bg ak adelah satu fitnah
mmg suratkhabar tu xkn lama la ade kat rumh aku
tup tup petang skit aku dah bt alas utk siang ikan~kuikuikui
yes! aku admit yg ak bukn la seorang yg blh sabar bile bc brita2 fitnah, merapu dan merepek nih
itu weakness aku! x rela diri ak diperbodohkan dgn berita2 fitnah
maka, dlm krisis Lahad Datu ni make sure anda kaji btul2 setiap brita yg anda bc
ade internet maka gunakan sebaik-baik nya
doa aku sentiasa utk Sabah!

p/s: dissertation 60% done! Alhamdulillah~

Assalamualikum :)

Ya Allah

Ya Allah, selamatkan lah tanah airku
Ya Allah, bantu lah para pejuang-Mu
Ya Allah, lindungilah saudara-saudaraku di Lahad Datu

mmg sedih risau cemas bile bace berita mengenai krisis di Lahad Datu
Allahurabbi~sedih sgt aku tgk isteri dan anak2 anggota polis yg meninngal tu
aku x berani nk komen ape2 mengenai krisis nih
x berani nk tunjuk pndai seperti aku tau pokok pangkal krisis ni
ak x berani nk mempersoalkan kerja2 polis dan tentera sbb aku tau yg aku x byk tau psal kerja2 dan polisi2 mreka
tp aku rase ckup lah kite bersatu dlm hal ni sebagaimana kt bersatu dlm isu2 Palestin dan Syria

trima kasih kawan krn mendoakan kami :)

p/s: i'm in relationship with dissertation and it's complicated (=_=)"

Assalamualaikum