They are much better than me :)

kdg2 aku malu
aku malu dgn diri aku sendiri
aku malu bile tgk mereka memiliki akhlak yg jauh lg baik dr aku
padahal mereka msih bru
mreka msih blaja


haish! ape yg ko merepeks merapu ni Syahida oi!
camni..I started to wear my hijab since I was 8 years old
but I'm not wore it all the time la
I fully wear the hijab when I was 10 years old if I'm not mistaken
tp sepanjang aku memakai hijab ni
aku x mendalami sgt la makna memakai hijab
bg aku memakai hijab ni juz utk cover your hair la~that's it!
then, mkin bsar mkin aku phm care2 utk menutup aurat dgn btul
tp still, aku masih dlm proses blaja lg
tegur aku, betulkan aku, pandu aku klu aku salah okiess :)


They dan Mereka yg aku maksudkan di atas ni adelah golongan2 yg melakukan penghijrahan
Mereka ni jauh lg bgus drpd Mereka yg dlu
dan yg pling penting mreka ni jauh lg bgus dr aku
tgk care pemakaian mereka~menepati ciri2 muslimah kan?


DIANA AMIR

ni gambar terbaru Diana Amir
Subbanallah~aku sgt2 trkejut okeh
mmg dia jauh lg baik dr aku
bygkan aku yg mmg da pkai hijab dr kecik ni pon x sebagus die yg msih bru lg dgn hijab
mekap yg nipis (ke x mekap lgsung ni?? heheh) + tdung menutupi dada + jubah
mmg aku kagum giler la wei!
x pyh mekap tebal2 pon aku blh nmpk muka dia sgt2 cantik to the max!
x salah rase nye klu aku ckp muke die ni jauh lg cantik berbanding muke die yg tepu dgn bedak sekati dlu..kuikuikui
tahniah Diana Amir :)


CATRIONA ROSS

IRMA HASMIE

WARDINA SAFIYYAH

fyi, mreka2 yg kat ats ni sgt2 aktif melakukan ceramah2 motivasi~Alhamdulillah
dr cni aku blaja satu benda yg mungkin ade kaitan dgn hadis di bwh :

Conclusion:
jgnlah kt menghina mreka2 yg melakukan dosa
tegur blh, hina jgn
tkut nanti kt pulk yg bt kan
siapa tahu suatu hr nnt org tu akn jd lebih baik dr kt? :)


p/s: fenomena hijab skrg..yg dahulu nya terbuka smakin tutup, yang dahulu nya tutup semakin terbuka =.="


Salam :)

crazy 2nd year~~~

2nd of Optometry sgt2 la jauh berbeza dgn 1st year
serius x tipu..mkin mencabar, makin susah, makin byk praktikal, makin byk assessment, makin byk klinik!
mase first year dlu I only got one clinical session per week
naik second year ni jd 5 clinical sessions per week!
1 nisbah 5 bhai!
mane la x pengsan mase mule2 naik second year dlu
ala2 kejutan budaya gitu~heheh
plus with the paid patients lg
da le patient tu sume nye umo between 60 to 90
pling tua aku pernah dpt umo 90 la
huhuhu..mencabar toksah ckp le wei
pakcik tu mmg sgt2 la baik tp kurg pendengaran skit la
so, I need to shout la waktu tanye history and symptom tuh..kuikuikui


but seriously, I really2 enjoy 2nd year compare to first year
mase first year byk teori berbanding praktikal
tp mase second year ni mmg praktikal je memanjang
tensen tu mmg la tensen tp sgt menarik!
serius x tipu! menarik dan menarik dan menarik!
sgt2 enjoy dgn second year~Alhamdulillah


so basically, b4 the krismas recess, we got three assessments
and Alhamdulillah aku berjaye lulus 2 assessment 
tggal satu je lg assessment sblum cuti krismas nih
smoga aku dan rakan2 aku yang lain berjaye lulus kesemua assessment ni~Allahumma ameen :)


owh~assessment yg kedua sgt sush okehhh
aku igtkn aku fail dah asessement yg kedua
tp dgn kuasa Allah aku lulus
mmg berdebar gile mase cek result td
lebih2 lg bile tgk almost half of my batch mates failed the assessment!
tp markah aku utk kedua-dua assessment ni average je la
ah! asalkan kau lulus dah la Syahida oi!!


owh~tlg la faham
aku sgt cuak okeh msuk second year nih
lebih2 lg bile tgk fenomena kekurangan pelajar Optometri from year to year
I mean some of the students need to repeat the whole year and you can see how the number of students keep decreasing when they get into second and final year =.="
scary indeed!!


Ya Allah..Engkau kurniakanlah kejayaan yang cemerlang kepada kami~amiiiinnn


Salam :)

be rational and professional!

smlm adelah satu kemenangan besar utk harimau malaya!!
yes! everyone knows that Syahida! lameeeee
so, ak pon trut rase bangge la kan
walaupon ak x tgk siaran lgsung bola tu gara2 ade kelas + smlm turn aku kena msk
lg pon aku mls le nk rase debaran nye
ye btul! ak rase sume rakyat Malaysia merasai debaran tu kan bile tgk bola sepak smlm?
feeling ala2 kt pulk yg main kan~kuikuikui
I used to feel the same thing during the match between Malaysia and Singapore
like seriously, very very nervous to the max!
huhuhu..tgk status fb msing2 pon da tau betapa berdebar nye rakyat Malysia tgk match smlm kan ;b


sume org maklum kan
b4 this match, kt sume telah diprovok mcm2 oleh geng2 Indonesia
x pyh le ak ckp kan setiap butir provokasi diorg tuh
tp aku sgt berbangga dgn rakyat Malaysia yg rate2 nye sgt professional!
trmasuk la pasukan bola sepak kite yg mmg bolayannn dgn provokasi diorg tuh
tapi! aku kurg berkenan dgn sesegelintir sikap rakyat msia nih
ade beberapa rakyat msia bertindak dgn membalas balik provokasi indon ni
contoh nye la kan
org2 sane duk maki2 msia dgn kate2 kesat then ade jgk di kalangan kt yg turut balas blik dgn memaki diorg dgn kate2 kesat
org sane bt page fb hina msia, org kt pon nk bt jgk page yg same
pastu org2 sane bakar dan hina bendera kt, dan ade jgk di kalangan rakyat msia yg try nk bt benda yg same
but as far as I know, bakar2 bendera org sane x brlaku lg la di Malaysia
the main point here is, dont ever dare to encounter them!
be professional! jgn sbb mreka f*** kt, make kt pon nk f*** diorg blik
klu kt bt benda yg same sebagaimana yg diorg bt kat kt
then, APA BEZA NYA KITA DENGAN MEREKA?
kt duk kutuk segala provokasi diorg tp dlm mase yg same kt bls blik ape yg diorg bt
again, APA BEZA NYA KITA DENGAN MEREKA?
that's why aku sgt berbangga dgn sikap professional pemain2 bola sepak Malaysia
mreka mebalas segala provokasi indonesia dgn mengalahkan Indonesia di padang!
that's what we called as action speaks louder than words!


tipu lah kan klu ak ckp ak x mrh langsung dgn segala provokasi yg diorg bt
yes! mmg ak marah tp aku sedaya upaya utk x meluahkn marah aku tu smpai org sane dpt tau ie: tulis status kutuk2 indon kat fb
always remind myself to be rational!
igt! kt hrus tunjuk yg kt ni berbeza dgn mreka
kt x bt provokasi sbgaimana yg diorg bt kat kt
kt professional dgn menangani provokasi ni secare bijak
lgpun aku duk kat UK ni pon ade jek kwn2 dr Indonesia
x prnh pulk le isu2 antare Malaysia-Indonesia ni jd barrier antare kitorg
sbd msing2 rational dan professional beb!


oh! just nk share kate2 smgt Ong Kim Swee kpd team2 bola sepak sblum match :


"They don't respect you, they dont respecect our flag, they dont respect our KING and they dont respect your parents..If you allow this happen, then you are cowards. You must teach them what being Malaysian is all about!!!!- Ong kim Swee

2 video yg aku pling suke
ni video teaser perlawanan bola





ni pulk lagu kemenangan msia!!
hey lelelela! oooohhh oooohhh





anyway, congratzzz Harimau Malaya!
Salam :)

Global Eid Extravaganza 2011

sblum ni ak ade cite kan yg ak msuk nasyid utk mkn 3 course meal secare percume ;b
so here it goes! we performed a nasyeed for the grand opening of Global Eid Extravaganza 2011!
basically, this event is for ladies only
Muslimah to be exact!
and of course no men/boys/muslimin were aloud to join this event~hehe
so, mlm tu ade mcm2 show la kan include dance and fashion show!
erk! ok ni hal prmpuan
x perlu ak nk cite secare details kat cni since wujud nye follower lelaki di cni ;b
bior le kami2 ni jek yg tau ape yg berlaku dlm event ni
ape yg ak nk highlight skg ni adelah show drpd kami STUDENT FROM MALAYSIA!! hohoho


mmg pihak2 penganjur sgt teruja la kan sbb kami ni sukarela nk perform mlm tuh *padahal ade udg di sebalik batu~heheh*
utk opening lak tuhhhh~*pengsan*
owh~event ni bukn khas utk org Malaysia je yek
tp event ni utk sume sisters regardless race and country!
name pon GLOBAL eid kan~
tempat nye adelah di City Hall which is antare hall feveret ak
serius hall ni sgt10000x cantikkkk
last year ak exam kat hall ni la..huhu


ptg tu kitorg pon tlg le siap2 kan dewan 
pkai2 kan bju kerusi
pastu ikatkn reben kerusi~huhu

 gemuks!!!

double gemuks!!

sblum bt persembahan mmg kitorg da rehearsal siap2 dah

then, kitorg rase sgt2 la x sedap okkkk

sume org mcm risau gile after rehearsal tuh coz mcm byk yg x kena la bile kitorg nyanyi btul2 atas stage with the microphone

pastu kitorg pon still practise lg kat blakg pentas

perbaiki ape yg x kena

da la mase kitorg practise blkg pentas tu ade gorup nasyid lain yg practise same

phm x perasaan tu? perasaan bile kt rase org tu nyanyi mantap gile

and and and rase mcm nasyid kitorg ni x layak utk grand opening..huhuhu

da la event ni adelah antare event yg sgt grand *bayo pon mahal bangat*

tgk je la dewan die weh

then, mase kitorg hbis practise blkg pentas tuh

ade sorg sister ni dtg kat kitorg

die ckp " I like ur voice! Its very powerful and the song is wonderful!"

erk! kitorg mcm terpana la dgr die puji 

owh~mungkin die nk naikkan smgt kitorg kot 

mmg masing2 mase tu x bp nk confiden sgt pon~kuikuikui

 bergambo dlu kat blik mekap sblum perform~

 muke msing2 kontrol nerves~kuikuikui

mase ni kat dpan dewan dah

siap sedia utk bt persembahan grand opening

 yucks! gedik gile kau syahida!

 gosip2 ;b

then, kami pon perform la sehabis baik

bile turun jek pentas mmg lega gile lah sbb da blh mkn dgn hepi nye~weeeee

kitorg pon tggl2 le sume reben bagai kat kpala tuh

hbis bt prsembahan tu jgk, ramai sisters ucap tahniah kat kitorg

diorg ckp prsembahan kitorg sgt amazing!

skali lg kitorg terpana coz msing2 mcm x konfiden dgn persembahan tu td kan =.="

klu sorg yg ckp xpe la jgk kan

ni x, ramai yg ckp mcm tu

pastu kitorg juz ckp tq je la kan sbb mmg budaya org2 cni yg suke appreciate hasil keja org lain

so, klu dipuji tu mmg x rase ape sgt la kan~kuikuikui

pastu salah sorg kwn ak ni pg la toilet 

pastu mase die duk dlm toilet tu

ade la 2 org minah ni  yg tgh mekap2 kat dpn cermin

minah 2 org ni x sdar kwn ak tu ade dlm toilet

diorg pon berborak la psl show td

salah sorg dr diorg ckp yg die sgt2 suke show kitorg!

byk lg la yg minah tu puji..heheh

pastu kwn ak tu ape lg

berlari la die cite kat kitorg sume

serius x sangke yg diorg akn suke dgn persembahan kitorg

padahal kitorg x gune any music instrument pon

acapella je beb!

jd puji-pujian sblum ni mmg ikhlas la dr ht depa~kuikuikui

make kitorg pon blh enjoy the rest of the show dgn sng ht nye ;)
owh~~makanan mlm tu sgt sedap!
serius x tipu! mmg sedap gilerrr
no wonder harge nye sgt mahal
pastu kan..sume org sgt cantik!
serius x tipu~korg pernah tgk majlis award mat salleh x?
haa! mcm tu le rupe sume org
berkilau-kilau ko!
ak rase ak la yg pling sopan dan x cantik mlm tu~kuikuikui
as conclusion, mlm tu sgt bes! serius x tipu
mmg msing2 anggap ni sbg sweet memori lah :)

muke bahagia~~huhu

then, mase nk blik pon still ade sisters ni ckp "u guys are amazing!"

kitorg pon jwb "owh really? tenkiu"

Salam :)

Jom buat worlwide Qurbani!!

thun ni tergerak hati nk bt korban pertama dlm hdup aku lpas tgk advertisement dr Cardiff Nusantara Network (CNN)
mmg dah smgt dah ni nk membayo utk sekor kambing
then one of my friend said that lg bgus klu daging korban ni diberi kpd org yg betul2 memerlukan spt Palestin, Iraq etc.....
aku pon terfikir la btul jgk kan ape ckp kwn aku tuh
klu aku bt korban ikut CNN ni jek mmg daging ni akn diagih-agih di kalangan student2 jek
alaaa..student2 kat cni xde la melarat mane
msing2 siap ade iphone lg kan~heheh


pastu smlm aku pg beli kebab kat kedai dpn umah aku
aku ternampak la satu advertisement mengenai worlwide Qurbani
mengikut adevertisement tuh, sume daging2 korban ni akan diagihkan kpd saudara2 Islam kt yg sgt memerlukan!
walla! ini mmg bgus!
Alhamdulillah~x sia2 aku pg kedai kebab hr tu coz Allah temukan aku dgn advertisement nih :)
so guys! what r u waiting for? let's donate for worlwide Qurbani :)







Since 1986 Islamic Relief has been fostering the needs of the world’s poorest people through the implementation of Qurbani on behalf of its generous supporters. 

Having performed 670 Qurbani’s in our first year, last year with your love and support, over 3.5 million people from 28 different countries recieved fresh and quality Qurbani meat. 

In implementing our Qurbani programme, we reach a diverse range of beneficiaries. From widows to orphans, the aged to the disabled, the poor to the disaster affected populations – our local offices carefully identify communities to ensure your help reaches those who need it most.

Please donate today to bring happiness to a family on Eid:

Group A - £43

Chad / Ethiopia / India Kenya / Malawi / Mali Niger / Somalia / Sri Lanka Zimbabwe

Group B - £80

Bangladesh / Chechnya / China Pakistan / South Africa / Sudan Yemen

Group C - £130

Afghanistan / Albania / Egypt Jordan / Tunisia

Group D - £260

Iraq / Gaza / Lebanon / West Bank

utk maklumat lanjut blh klik sini
pliz take note that ini adelah worldwide Qurbani

so, korg2 dr negara2 lain pon dialu-alukan untuk donate :)

InsyaAllah~daging korban ni akan diberikan kpd org2 yg lebih memerlukan

selamat melakukan ibadah korban!

Salam :)

syahdu nyeeeeee

13 Nov ni ade satu event khas utk sister2 di Cardiff iaitu Ladies Night!
erk! actually ak x bother pon nk join event2 mcm ni sbb aku ni pling malasssss skali nk pki lawo2 with all those mekap2 stuff  =.="
so, this event is open for all sisters regardless of what race or country u r from
kire nye mcm nk menyatukan sume sisters kat Cardiff ni la
yup! we are here in the name of Islam!
SAY NO TO RACIST!
pastu klu nk join event ni kena byr 20 pounds
so, lg la aku rase mls kan nk join ~hehe
tp yg x leh bla nye mlm tu diorg provide three course meal! walla!
maka aku dan housmate2 ku mencarik la alternatif lain supaye kami dpt menikmati 3 course meal ni secare free
kami sepakat utk join nasyid so that kami blh join mlm tu atas name student yg membuat persembahan
jd x perlu le nk byr fee die..blh msuk free jek klu kt jd tukg bt persembahan~muahahaha


so, smlm kitorg pg praktis nasyid
salah satu lgu yg kitorg nyanyi bertajuk "Muhasabah Cinta"
serius lgu ni syahdu weh!
insaf aku dgr bait2 lirik lagu ni :(
Allah~byk nye dosa aku nih
tak tau la kat mana diri aku ni bila kat akhirat kelak

Wahai pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dariMu
Ku pasrahkan semua pada-Mu

Tuhan baru ku sedar
Indah nikmat sihat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini ku harapkan cintaMu

Reff:
Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalir berzikir di kidung doaku
Sakit yang ku rasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
Butir-butir cinta air mataku
Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya Ilahi muhasabah cintaku

Tuhan kuatkan aku
Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku denganMu

Back to Reff:

Tajuk Nasyid : Muhasabah Cinta
Artis : EdCoustic
Album : Sepotong Episode

p/s: winter ni nk pg mane???

semalam punye semalam punye semalam punye cerite ;b

harharhar! tgk tjuk pon da tau yg ni cite lame..hehe
tp xde la ama sgt ye~
actually mggu lepas aku rase sgt2 seronok!
why?? sbb aku dpt blaja satu perkara yg agak interesting
jom dgr semalam punye semalam punye cite~~


27/10/2011 KHAMIS: Hand made spectacle


ni date yg aku kena igt 
sbb ape?? 
sbb ni le first time aku berjaya bt spectacle aku sendiri!!!
hand made spectacle uols! huhuhu
serius aku eksaited gile bile brjaya bt spectacle sendiri mase lab hr tuh
mase tu aku pair up with a spanish guy named Oscar

actually, Oscar ni dah ade degree mase kat Spain dlu
so, die xde la jakun mcm aku bile berjaye bt spectacle nih
mamat ni le byk ajar aku care2 nk bt spectacle
this guy laughed hilariously at me when he saw I'm crazily excited as I managed to fit the lenses onto the frame!
cis2! brani ko gelakkan kejakunan aku ni ye =.="

lebih kurg mcm ni la rupe spec yg aku bt hr tu
serius aku rase nk tgkap gmbr spec pertame yg aku bt tu
tp malu le pulk coz mat2 salleh yg lain x bother pon nk tgkap gmbo..hahaha
kang diorg pulk yg gelakkan aku yg jakun nih
tp yg aku bt ni gune plastic frame la
klu yg metal frame tu aku rase lain skit kot care nk fit lenses die tuh
xpe2..nnt bile aku da blaja bt spec yg jenis lain aku update yek~ahaks!


28/10/2011 FRIDAY: Date with Paul Murphy


Paul Murphy is my personal tutor
this guy is very100x kind and friendly!
klu bertembung dgn kitorg jek mst die senyum and say Hi!
even though one of my friend had been scolded by him, but he never scold me and always make a good face in front of me :)
hrap2 jgn le die scold aku pulk..x psal2 aku delete pulk sume pujian2 utk die kat atas tuh..hakhakhak
oh ya! aku jumpe Paul ni sbb nk dptkn signature die utk borg MARA
aku igtkn dtg nk sign die jek and then trus cabut
tp serius Paul ni baek sgguh
Paul ni pgg jawatan dlm Optom 
so, for sure die ni actually sgt bz tp die still willing nk spent time utk berborak2 tanye hal aku
OMG! sgt terharu okehhh...mmg tutor yg mantap lah!
oh lupe nk bgtau yg Paul ni tutor sementara aku jek coz my previous tutor went on maternity leave in Aussie
lame jgk kitorg sembang
part yg pling nerves tu bile Paul ni tgk sume result exam aku yg lepas
yg bt aku terkejut nye, die sgt impress dgn result aku yg x seberapa tu =.="
serius rmai lg org yg result nye lg better dr ak
Paul ckp die kagum sbb aku kan msuk lambat sebulan tp still boleh perform utk exam lepas
erk! aku meragui kenyataan Paul tu sbb serius bg aku result tu xde ape sgt klu nk dibandingkn dgn result org lain
tp betul ckp Paul, aku kena push to the top utk sem ni
Syahida Sahri sile rajin belaja yek lpas nih
ko nk dpt first class mcm senior2 ko kan??
plizzz work hard then! jgn tido mkn jek!!!


then, Paul berjaye drew my attention about one issue
untill now I'm still thinking about it
we were discussing about PRE-REG!
basically pre-reg ni mcm praktikal la
he asked me where I want to do my pre-reg
and of course I said I want to do it in my country due to the visa thing
leceh beb nk renew visa
pastu Paul byk la ckp pasal pre-reg in UK n kebaikan yg aku dpt klu pre-reg kat UK
mmg byk kebaikannye klu pre-reg kat UK nih 
klu krna aku ni kesahkan duit jek mmg da lame aku bt pre-reg kat cni sbb serius salary yg mgkin aku akn dpt kat cni mmg 5x ganda salary kat Malaysia
but this is not all about money meh~~
ade byk lg perkara yg menyebabkn aku terpaksa pertimbangkan hal ni
maklum le klu aku pre-reg kat cni, aku kena duk 2 thun lg kat cni
pastu geng2 msia yg lain sume nye nk pre-reg kat msia
tp this should not be a problem coz aku still ade housemate2 yg blaja medik utk teman aku for the rest of the two years :)
pastu kebaikan nye, klu aku lepas per-reg nih, aku akn dpt British qualification which is very good!
pastu bile blik jek msia mmg trus blh keja la kat mane2 company/hospital/factory


maybe org akn kate better ak praktikal kat mesia jek coz penyakit2 mata org2 cni lain dr penyakit2 mata org msia
pliz take note that kami ni bukn mcm doktor yg ade kelas2 penyakit utk setiap negara yg berbeza
penyakit mata ni x byk bhai!
so, penyakit mata kat cni  pon ade jgk kat msia
sume penyakit mata kitorg blaja :)
benda nye skrg ni same jek, klu aku blik msia, aku tetap kena praktikal jgk
kat UK ni pon lpas grad ak still kena pre-reg dlu sblum keja btul2
still need somebody to observe my skill meh~~
tp nk spend extra 2 years kat cni tu yg berat tuh
haila~tp aku nk British qualification yg terang tang2 sgt mahal dan sush skali utk dapat! hehe
msih terngiang-ngiang ayat akhir Paul yg berbunyik :
"don't let the visa thing stop you from doing what you wanna do"
aaaaaa~nevermind, still has lots of time to think about this =.="


oh ya! good news to para2 optometri sekalian
peluang pekerjaan utk Optometri di Msia sgt la luas
aku bru bc satu artikel yg mengatakan di Mlysia hanye terdapat 300++ optometri berbanding keperluan yg sepatut nye which is around 3000+++
that's why MARA skrg ni sdg mempergiatkn penajaan para pelajar opto :)


ok dah, nk bt report~salam :)